long time no update.

it's been days i didn't update my bloggie. :D

Holidays are way soooo BORING! damn.

oh yeah, what i've been waiting for days is my lens. still haven't got the answer yet. i know i very fatt hau de. :P

Holidays give me dream about him at home everyday. =.="

but nevermind,those are just my imaginations and fairy tales! :D

MSN

today i very sot plak. kept on chatting with webcame in msn! YAYS!

espiecially NICHOLAS! i caught you in webcame! GOTCHA! dak yi sei argh! :3

here are some of the pictures. ;D

SHHHH. he don't really know bout this. ><

IM JAILED!

I'm jailed

i got nothing now.

i cant go out.

i dont have handphone

NO computers!

FUCKING hate the mistake i made.

haizzz....

i lost everything!

i lost the one i really LOVE.

i got nothing now.

no comp,no shopping,no handphone,EVEN FACEBOOK ALSO NO!

they r totally nuts!

they took everything from me!

they dont believe or give me a chance anymore!

my bro can hv all them!

i cant!

they took all away from me!

i should bang myself to the wall

FUCKING HhATE MY LIFE NOW!

eelin~

12.18am

17/7/2010-sat

I think it's already the time.

time pases so fast,

i've wasted 43 days waiting for him...

it's useless...

i should choose a better one....

he isn't the best in my life though...

so,STOP DREAMING! wake up!

i should have wake up earlier....

now..i've got only 3 way to choose....

a)continue dreaming and wait for him.

b)choose xiao ming.

c)single life.

badly,i'm too greedy and flower-hearted.

i like both of them.

i saw xiao ming at parade ystd.

i was shock....

cant believe my eyes.....

 he looks different compete with his pictures...

awwww....im inlove.. =/

this is me.. FLOWER-HEARTED

my baddest habit ever! D:

xiao ming even asks me to go out watch movie with him!

he says...find a day we 2 go out together... D':

remember this... i havnt 'accept' him...

i just admire :P

he asks me almost 3 times...

he cried because of me..

DARN!!! =(

nvm.back to the topic.

it will be waisting time if i continue dreaming junmeng...

he ignores every steps i move...

i decide to vanish him in my memories....

a *blink* of my eye.

he's GONE!

he didn't find me for days....

im sure few months ltr he will ask me back...

i sure decline...

this may HURT!

i'm the ham in the burger.....

3 chasing for one....

its hard for me to go through.....

=(

thats all i want to write today...

bye.

SUNDAY/JULY/14/2010

11.08am

A very meaningful proverb by Jack

[A closed mouth catches no flies,
The one who open their mouth a lot flies go inside.]
by: Jack D'one
[Nice proverb] ;)

Just don't care so how people said about you,
They are who they are,
You have your own world and life,
Leave 'them' live in their own world.
Be yourself.
You are who you are.

Hope you understand.
(so,stop complaining about me.I know what i'm doing.THANKYOU) :)

一个没用脑的人～乱说我 ^^

你认为你自己是什么人啊？

你要知道哦,NO ONE IS PERFECT.....

我也没说我自己是最好的,最PERFECT的...

你自己快组那个镜子看你是什么样子.....

说你自己先好过说别人先.....

还要笑我说我很CHEAP...

你自己还CHEAP过我100%....

没眼看你这个傻人.....

认为你自己很可爱,很漂亮?

我呸!我自己都还没说! LOL

不要在我前面对我很好....

我不是傻的给你片.... 

还有,不要以为我是LULU什么都不知道....

知道都不跟你说啦...

傻的~我不笨的~~ ^_^


星期三 23/6/2010
2.26am

今天是第31天我们分手了......````还有开学了...我很怕....`````>>>EMO vr 1&2

你是我一生人最爱，最喜欢，帮我最多的人.....

我好想跟你说‘谢谢’

单身生活了31天....
很快一个月了.......
但是我还是好想你......
我还是好喜欢你.....
你永远是我最爱的人......
谢谢你给了我那么多美好的回忆......
我永远会记得你......
你帮了我很多..... :)
我知错了 :)

开学了!!!!

我恶梦就快要到了!!!

开学了啦....

你啊....不要在学校天天梦想了啦....

不然的话你老师骂死你.... ^^

哎呀.....我忘了我好上学take result.... >.<

怕怕啊.....

我爸妈一定会骂死我.....

嘿....

我没什么要说出来了....

我只知道我现在很怕....

我的死门快要到了....

怕死... ><

我爸妈会rampas我电话还有不给我online......

我死盯... >.<

EMO-寂寞

EMO version 1 and 2

|星期二 |JUNE22 |2.37am|

IMISSYOU♥

Days pasts so fast.

Holiday is finally over........

i miss him badly.... :'(

can't believe its already a month we've broke up.....

you're just hiding from me.....

you off you phone and even didnt reply only 1 msg....

i cant do anything now...

all i can is just fall a sick...

i wish i am now terribly fever!

till i forget you!! :'(

im just having flu now..

i really wish i can taste the HIGH FEVER taste...

in hospital for days.....

got people accompany me...

i wan you to know what ure doing...

that's hiding from me even if i didnt did anything wrong....

im sorry for being too annoying....

im just missing you and caring you...

if you dont need me to care..

it's ok...

我可以放手....

不要在打扰你....

tomorrow need to go to school!

HATEITSODAMNMUCH!

i havent finish the kh projecct.... =(

i dont wanna go school....

so,i no need go to school give that teacher beat me..... =(

feeling quite bad now.....

no one understands my true feeling...

quite hurt and i almost cry everyday....

im just like a crying baby...

i know its useless to cry....

i really need someone to accompany me badly...

no one cares and understands me that much...

there's just one person who understand me the most..

it's you......

it is really you...

you know how deep i love you and trust you....

you cant lie me...

even if you lie i know that your lying me for my own good...

i understands this....

i cant write so much now......

if you know the one im writing is you..

you can call me and asks me WHY?

21JUNE2010

2.40am

.

over.over.over!

i wish i can forget you.

you're stuck in my mind everyday.

i'm hating myself to have you.

i've gave everything to you.

i lost you because of her controlling you.

 i cant do anything now.

it's over.

our relationship getting far and far and far.

i hate myself so damn much.

i hate holidays.

holidays makes me bored n misses you everytime.

what should i do?

DARN! D:

i've lost controlling myself!

i want to  jump into the bottom of the sea and forget everything!

i want to lost you in my mind.

pleaseeeeeeeeeee......stop appearing in my mind...

i don't need you so much....you're just giving me stress....

why would i have such a life?

once i'm trying to give up and forget about you.

i didnt text n call you.

but,you're the first who came n find me first!

i feel like killng myself because of you.

im stupid! 我好笨!

i've regreted doing those idiot stuff.... T_T

i want to see you...but it's too hard for me.

if you really needs me,please,please, dont hide from me!

you're just giving me stress!!!

i know im annoying...i keep finding you.

but now,i dont want to....i knew that i was too annoying to you..

im sorry for my mistakes....

can you forgive me?

i wanna scream out everything!!!

i wanna cry out everything!!!

i know it's useless..

我不想在烦了....

我好辛苦.....我不懂我该做什么,该说什么出来....

我自己一个人很怕.....能不能给我多一机会??

对不起....

我不想在哭了 :'(






19-6-2010 星期六

今天和我朋友JoAnn去 eco park ReLaX一下~~ ^^

唉哟.....放假过了啦.....

很快啊.........

自己个澡片我和我朋友拍的.....

希望你们喜欢..... :)

-eco park-

 

我妈～嘻嘻 ^^

                                鱼~ ^^                                                  rainbow~ :)

好的一天~~~

 joann和我~

19-6-2010 星期六
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